For 2019, my wish is to never forget that despite my shortcomings and weaknesses, I am worthy of love and belonging. Love and belonging from people who are also on the same spiritual path as me. Who choose understanding over anger, who love themselves enough to tell you what's up, who are patient and kind, even when it's hard. That's what I'm looking for in meaningful close relationships going forward and this time, I won't settle. And one last reminder to myself - you are more than enough, all by your damn self. Other people, friends, family, accomplishments -- they don't define you. Just as you are today, that is more than fucking enough. Don't forget again.